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Decisions

Last time I looked at apartments, I created a heuristic that if you have to make a pro and con list, the answer is “no.”

Last night I looked at a place that I wanted to like. It’s nestled into a farm. But I’m debating.

(The shower is in the middle of the bedroom. That feels weird to me.)

By my heuristic, debate means no.

That makes me sad.

I feel like I’m not giving it a chance.

Yet I also know that no matter how great a space may be, a few bad aspects could ruin the whole experience.

As an introvert who values a peaceful living situation, this is important.

#decisions

Decisions (or is it Lemons?)

Life…the Universe…the uber-involved calvinist God….however you choose to define such things….that entity certainly has an odd sense of humor.

Yesterday morning, I made my very last student loan payment (yes!).

That very night, my car broke down while I was driving it. (no!).

I had been contemplating splurging/investing in an online business course, to help give me a framework for developing where Batfort should go next and to help build up an alternate income stream (my next goal).

But now, I find myself in a position where I must pay an unknown amount of money for car repairs. Unknown car repairs. It’s a total mystery at this point.

Do I still invest in the course, knowing that I may have to dip into my savings for car repairs? Do I skip it and wait until the next cycle? (Is there a better business course out there?)

Why is it that just when I get my feet under me, that something else goes wrong? The cycle of life is impossible to ignore.

I think I’m going to skip the course for now and focus on car repair, my stupid tooth surgery and working out what I actually want to do with my life and this blog and everything.

Seems like a sensible plan…for now.

But I sense that the time for sensible (for me, at least) is growing shorter.

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